Ground

Proskuneo.

It is the biblical Greek word for worship.  I remember sitting in class, learning the ancient language, and being confused by the different alphabet, and all of the darn parsing.  It was aggravating.

But of all the words that I was required to learn, this was the one that is most recognizable, and most familiar, even today, years separated from all Greek.  There were moments when my first-year Greek teacher would interrupt the daily dosing of Greek to provide some commentary.  It was one of those great moments when one of my theology professors would break with the rote information we were required to learn, and would bring their thoughts, their comments, and their life experiences to the table.  It was in those moments that all of the textual learning of the bible, and all of the literary and historical and theological guidings combined to form my collegiate education.  I could learn the information on my own.  I needed guidance, however, at how all of this information could ever apply to a career (?) in ministry.  I know that now, and those teachable moments served me well.

So when this word was covered in class, as were were required to translate various biblical verses, my professor stopped for a minute to explain this word.  All words (well, maybe not all of them, but a great many) have very literal meanings, and then the more common meanings.   If this word were literally translated into the New Testament text, then it would look unfamiliar.  But as it is, the word proskuneo, is generally translated as worship. 

Worship.

But it’s literal meaning helps to identify this word a little more. 

For, literally, it means nose to the ground.
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I grow tired of all of the contemporary offerings of how to define true worship.  I really do.  And as I have moved into a greater role in leading worship with my own church, I now feel a resisting urge to teach true worship.  And I’m afraid most of what we are learning about worship is, well, off course.

We are offered, by a contemporary religious society, different expressions of worship.  New music, new books, new sermons, all of these provide a healthy dose of what we now define as worship.  God has certainly gifted some people with incredible abilities in music and words.  But those things, those songs and writings, they are not worship.  And if we need these things to aspire to worship, then we are sorely lacking.

Worship is a complete act of submission.  It is a complete act of humility.  It is a complete knowledge of our fraility.  If we have not learned that, then no song, or book, or sermon, can ever really teach us that.  It may delight our senses, and give us new ways to submit, but those items should never be substitutes for the literal act of touching our noses to the ground. 

So we should really, truly aspire to a posture of frailty.  And that is so difficult.  We are reared in a society of dominance, and we are taught postures of authority.  We sit in classrooms that teach us to succeed.  We work in jobs where we readily see the avenues to greater success.  We learn to be authoritative.  We learn competition.  In the seats of modern collegiate learning, rarely, if ever, are students taught humility.  And how to teach something so broad, and so simple, anyway?

One of the challenges faced by modern worship leaders is to offer postures of frailty in their leading.  There is a fine line for this.  Successful musicians perform their songs and hymns under flashing lights and with outstanding ticket sales.  There is a dichotomy here.  They should be paid for their work.  But when does their acceptance of great amounts of money cross the line from frailty and humility to more than enough?  Local worship leaders find the same struggle.  When do we sacrifice older, more favorite modes of what has been known as “worship,” for truer, more meaningful, and more literal modes which can literally teach humility?

I am reminded of Paul, who, as a minister and preacher, offered postures of frailtiy numerous times — when he was supported and paid by various churches, to earning his own wages in a different occupation, to being bound and imprisoned.  No other man has been so successful at leading people into postures of frailty than him.

True worship is tough.  It may be defined as a daily act.  It may be defined as the next big thing.  But it can never escape the truest, most literal meaning, written by the ones who followed the one most deserving of true worship. 

Those writers, those disciples, those men and women — they lived their lives with their noses to the ground.  And that posture gave them lives at which we cringe.  Crucifixion.  Stoning.  Death threats.  Chased out of town.  Ostracized. 

They took whatever was given, ever how tough, because they lived their lives with their noses to the ground. 

And in that posture, it is very tough to see anything other than the feet of the one you are following. 

Together

I’ve returned from an exhausting week.

To be sure, though, there are many more worse ways to spend a week, so do not take the previous comment as grumbling.  I am a tremendously blessed man.

It was my fifteenth year at this particular summer camp, six as a camper, then a few years without going, and returning nine years ago, taking students of my own.  After all of that time, the memories are now jumbled.  Last night I forced myself to think about a particular experience four years ago, and silently marveled at how much has changed since then.

A few things are much different.  After a few summers of struggling to mesh our students with the students of the inner city church we sponsor, this was the first, true, summer experience where an outsider would have believed that all of our students attend the same church.  It is validation.  God wants us all together.  There is no distinction with him, and if we are to be a true ministry, even a true church, then distinctions should not exist.  It was a good thing.

But not the only success.  Students recommitted themselves to living lives of faith.  Students from different schools, and different social circles, spent the week together.  New students became introduced to a much larger world of youth ministry, with experiences in worship with over a thousand other students who believe in Jesus. 

This post is certainly nothing philosophical.  It probably has little depth, and probably won’t enlighten or enlarge your understanding of life.  But it is important enough to note that we are teaching, and we are mentoring, and we are praying that weeks like this are great investments in the lives of students.

Fury


Tornado in Iowa, June 10.

This image was taken by Lori Mehman of Orchard, Iowa, as she stood outside of her front door. 

And there are really no more words needed.

City

Nine years ago I began a unique love affair.

My wife and I took six students to Memphis Workcamp.  We supervised a work crew of another 14 students in the heart of Orange Mound.  It was humid.  It was difficult.  And the house was large, and without electricity.  We were to paint this home.  The project was to be completed in four days, and it took every available minute.

Since then, Workcamp has become the best week of my year.  Each year has been tough, but rewarding, and each has been an exhausting blessing, complete with all good things that come from good, hard work.  Few students, though, have little desire to spend four days in the middle of a very dangerous city, painting homes of people who live with much less.  Having said that, though, some of our years have seen more students, and some years have seen less.  This year was a famine of numbers, with only six working, but it was a feast of heart. 

Also, this has been a summer of origins for me, and I feel that in some way, God is taking me back to my first summer of youth ministry.  Here’s why.  Much like my first summer, I am without an intern.  I took only six students to my first Workcamp, and that is the amount of students who attended this year.  Workcamp itself was hosted by a different church, and the atmosphere and feeling, in the new place, was new to me all over again.

I felt, a few months ago, that God would teach me new things through the summer months.  I’m not sure I’ve completely learned all of those lessons yet.
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Discovery.

Memphis is now considered to be the second most dangerous city in America.  It is one of the poorest cities, in one of the poorest states in America.  In some neighborhoods, the infant mortality rate is higher than in some third-world countries.  The amount of assaults, robberies, and burglaries are higher in Memphis than most American cities. 

And we painted homes. 

In a city with over 600,000 people, it is not the grandest of projects.  But when you drive on these streets, streets in Orange Mound that are notorious for violence, you will see older homes which today look clean and new.  The paint shines.  Trim work accents the base color.  Bushes are trimmed.  They look like homes that should be somewhere else, in other, more affluent neighborhoods.  But they are not.

And on those streets, those hot, Memphis streets, forgotten streets until the law needs enforced, there were students, white, middle-class students, students born into privilege, serving people with much less.  And we have made a difference on those streets, and have made a difference in our own hearts. 

It was a week of discovery. 

To change a city, you must serve a city.  You cannot change a city with entertainment.  You cannot change a city with worship, even great worship.  You cannot change a city with novel ideas.  You cannot change a city with music and song.  You cannot change a city with good facilities.  You cannot change a city with money.  You cannot change a city with heart.  You cannot change a city with things contemporary, and you cannot change a city with things traditional.

You can only truly change a city with service.  The Christ was a servant.  His preference for worship was always met with his preference for the diseased.  A desire for worship, true worship, is a wonderful thing in the hearts of the believers, but woe to us if we believe that change stops when the music dies, and the sermon ends.

I saw service in teenagers, students, some awkward and clumsy, others defiant and direct, and others humble and quiet.  And they did more this week for the poorest and the least than most of the adults I know.  They are learning service.  They are seeing the lives of the poor and the ignored on streets where we would never go.  And they have no concern for all of this worship quarrelling.  At least not yet.  They are just serving.  Painting.  Sweating.  Without dimmed lights and great music.  Without flyers and names and times and venues.  Without sidewalk preachers and trim suits, and without nice buildings and good coffee.  Without modern websites.  Without endless hours of debate. 

And it was these students, assembled for a week of work and praise, with the penchant for service.

They made a difference in the city.  Even when most do not.  And it was a beautiful thing.

Wishing

I have grown tired of the current political season.

I have wanted to ignore it, but all of the media is saturated with the day’s political news.  My vote for the presidency is well established, for sure, but there are others whose minds have not been satisfied with either candidate.  So the political season will continue to grow.

We are at a precipice, though, a changing moment in American history.  The next president will be different from the previous two.  They will be of a different age, with a different pedigree, and different agendas.  But even with those peculiarities, I am still wishing it would all end sooner.

I teach history on the collegiate level, and believe to have a fairly keen sense of America’s trail in the last two hundred years or so.  My grandfather talks of his days as a soldier in World War II, and speaks fondly of President Truman, who gave the order to drop the world’s first nuclear weapons upon two Japanese cities, which forced the Japanese to surrender.  Those bombs, though they killed around 200,000 people, saved my grandfather’s life, for before the orders for the bombs were given, he was undergoing amphibious training to invade the islands of Japan.  There is no doubt that his chances of survival would have been slim, and, therefore, mine would have been the same.

So when a very comprehensive biography of Harry Truman viewed on PBS last week, and though my threshold for all things political is at an all-time low, I felt obligated to watch.  And I was then amazed at the simplicity and the practical nature of a forgotten president.  His ascendency to the presidency came at the death of Franklin Roosevelt, and soon, his ideas and his past experiences, his poor upbringing and studious and persistent nature, the prominence of his morality, his business successes and failures, and his desire to serve — all were used to guide America through the end of the most violent war the world has ever seen.  He has become one of my favorites.

I encourage you to watch the video here.  It’s long, but divided into very short chapters for easy viewing.  And it may take you awhile.  But you will come away with a new sense of honor for the heaviness of that job, and you will wish that all men, or women, who will ever hold that job, would be a little more like Harry.